Since my last newsletter the news has grown worse. As we feared, Red’s tumor returned. I had been taking him in weekly for bandage changes and had him on special herbal supplements, but eventually I realized it was time. My heart is breaking.
The tumor kept growing larger and developed more ulcerations. Even though Red never complained, it was clear that it had become too painful. I had promised him I wouldn't let him suffer, and I could see the pain in the way he moved. He was quiet and still most of the
time.
This had gone on for too long, and I made the decision to have him euthanized. It is a terrible loss, but he went to sleep peacefully in my arms. I will never forget that last
night—how, despite his pain, he made the effort to climb onto the bed and snuggle with me.
One of Red’s favorite spots was the top of the couch, draped over the edge. When I needed an idea for a painting challenge with a Christmas theme, he
naturally became the subject of my latest piece. I placed him on stacked boxes beneath the tree, gazing at a small gold reindeer. Presents surround him, along with a poinsettia and other holiday details.
At the time, the painting was still a work in progress, and I’m so grateful I was able to finish it before he passed. It feels especially meaningful to me now, and it is available in my Etsy shop.
Recently Finished Paintings
I haven't been able to begin anything new since losing Red. He used to lie on a small rug in my studio while I painted, and the room feels so empty now. I did have a few paintings that were already in progress and forced myself to finish them. The originals are available
in my etsy shop www.etsy.com/shop/karenzukrosenblatt. Prints and select products can be found on my website www.karenzukrosenblatt.com.